it's 2.06 am. i'm starting to write this blog now. so many thoughts running across my mind- phone. home. entrance exam. mom. dad (who is alone at home). mosquitoes. water shortage. everyone's sleeping. not peacefully though. its so hot. our maid is groaning because of the heat. complaining she cant sleep. we all cant. sigh~
lights are switched off. fan is running at full speed. cooler too. ac too. seems like today's maximum temperature was 44degree celcius. wow. n that too in april. what will happen in may-june?? i just dread thinking about that. random stuffs are coming to my mind. why do mosquitoes exist? good-for-nothin' parasite blood suckers. they get pleasure from giving me itchiness (and frustration). they wont go to heaven. never. ever.
"amazing grace, how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me. i once was lost but now am found. was blind but now i see" i love this hymn. its my favorite, in fact. even this song is good: "blessed assurance". gave me immense peace during devotions when i was in MCS. peace. its a nice feeling. hehe.. -_-
have been scratching myself the whole time because these damn mosquitoes love me so much they wont leave me alone. what an element of disturbance. it's 2.38am. my head hurts. my eyes water, my arm itches. and the security guard blows his whistle. going for this duty, making rounds of the colony. wonder if he doesnt get scared. or if he ever experiences weird stuffs. better leave that to my imagination.... oh! and the maid groans again<***haha***>
i have this obsessive desire for anything animal-printed. but i never got the chance to buy 'em. they always succeed in catching my attention more than anything else. go leopard!! hehe. i have a looooong wish list. have been making them since i was in school. never got any till now. this is only a small tiny inie-winie fraction of my misery.
i know whatever i wrote here is all jumbled up. not organized. well thats how i am right now. so lost. confused. only thing i know- i'm hungry. but its too late. and i'm too lazy to grab something to eat. so let my stomach growl. growl away to glory. i wont die anyway. let it be.. let it be..
n tomorrow i shall wake up at 1pm at the latest. and do what?? make models? gahh... i have tah!! but it'll be so boring.. but then its for my own good...
and with this conflict i close my 2nd blog.
this is funny.
psst... its 2.56 am.